Howdy friends.
Random quote:
" stop trying to make friends, and enjoy the one's you have. "
Actually, i think i switched that up a little...and i really don't know who said that. oops.
Anyways, though not many people realize it, i am not a very outgoing person. I am not very confident. And i have a pretty low self-esteem. But I'll still stand up for what i believe in, though i lack these qualities. (and believe me, I'm working on building them up!)
But going back to the outgoing thing. Some people think i have tons of friends. * i know, because they've told me this * or they think I'm really like talkative & outgoing, but that's just when I'm around them, so they don't know any different. But really....i don't have very many "friends." Just acquaintances. Distant & close. I mean, i try to make friends, i really do! i just, lack that quality that makes people want to always hang out with me, or that interests them. This isn't a pity party. Because in reality...I'm okay with being my quiet, shy self. I really am...
♥.

When i began this blog ((poseur.))
i had in mind that it would be a fashion-like blog.
then more of an online- public journal- a glance into me.
now,
i think it's just whatever i feel like writing, whenever i feel like writing, it goes down in pixels, and somehow comes together as a blog.
so don't be confused if it's not what you expected- someday what you expected will be put down on here,
but for now
it's for me.