poseur.: October 2008

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I know, I know, I just posted about my 70th post, but that was counting both blogs combined *=]

But for wonderful, original, Poseur, it's good old 50th post! =]

(( begins in man-voice muttering under his breath at hyper speed))

***technically speaking, under terms and sucky blog posting, the author and own personal obsessive blogger has deleted at least 5 blogs after they were publicly displayed for your viewing pleasure prior to the other 50 posts you possibly have read on this here blog. Therefore stating that lover-lee has already surpassed 50 posts, but again, this is only technically speaking. Oh, and she can't be held responsible for any injuries resulting from constant reading of her blogs. And yes, mental illnesses can be counted as an injury that she is not responsible for.***

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CHICAGO

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City lights, restaurants with long lines, couples holding hands, shops on every corner, street performers... Chicago is utterly amazing, and I'm pretty sure I'm destined to live in either that city, or another big city. Walking up and down those sidewalks, passing by rushing cars and towering skyscrapers..it all gave me chills, just like it always does. The thing is, in that same moment, I'm completely terrified by the knowledge that I'm sprinting out of my comfort zone and I have absolutely no idea about anything around me, but yet it still gives me this sense of complete, well, comfort and peace or serenity that just makes me feel like that's where I'm supposed to be or that's what I'm supposed to be part of. It's all just... breath taking =]

just a thought..

♥.

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70- Romeo, Oh Romeo, Where art thou Romeo?

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If my quick-skilled calculations are correct (=])

-and you add up all the posts I've blogged along on here

Then this should be my 70th post! =]

******** on to the actual post **********

My latest read is Romeo and Juliet, by the amazing writer; William Shakespeare.

As you may or may not know, Romeo and Juliet is a story about two teenagers from rivalry families that fall in love.

Quite romantically if i may say so myself.

As their love progress's they become as sure as night & day that they are meant to be together forever- the one thing stopping them?

They need to be betrothed, of course!

So when one word meets another, a fire with holds the answer that Friar Lawrence *friend and religious adviser to both Romeo and Juliet* will marry them that afternoon. Soon after? Brave Romeo is banished from Verona and Juliet is heartbroken.

What will she do, now that her husband is banished from the land of her home?

- - - - - - - - - - - -cut. go back. replay. pause - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Now I'm guessing all you crafty guys and girls know the ending, but you don't know every single little detail..now do you?

Didn't think so!

Go check it out! [buy one of the books and feed your soul]

But, if you do *which you should!* make sure to get one from "No Fear!" they have the original Shakespeare-en version on the left side, and a modern translation on the right...just so you get the full story =]

A new world awaits you.....

♥.

p.s (gents? it's definitely not like a romance novel. Death, Destruction, Sword Fights, trust me...you'll like it!)

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{p.o.e.m}

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A moment of weakness, a decision to be made,

for-go with the plan, today is the day.

Forget all your problems, forget all your past,

remember the feeling, go make it last.

Brave through the rough, triumph in the true,

try through the hard, and the hard will try you.

Stop with the tears, start with the laughter,

make love the one thing- your heart's always after.

Crush all your fears, and stand way up tall,

trust the Rock of Foundation, for He knows them all.

Be strong for the weak, and help for the poor,

Love those that judge, and love those that hate, more.

Be true to yourself, for you are your own,

love before others, and remember your home

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spur of the moment

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She grabbed his hand and raced out the door, stumbling from the sudden burst, he yelled to her,"Where are we going?"

All silence, but the sound of rubber on the pavement.

"Where are we going??" He questioned again.

Heartbeats. Bum bum. Bum bum. Bum bum.

Her head darted back and forth searching the streets, questioning herself and closing her eyes.

"This way!" She shot back and sprinted even faster...

Their pulses raging, their breath staggering, she pulled him along and he pushed on.

Suddenly-

BLACK...............

"David!" he heard a muffled voice, "David?! remember......"

His eyes opened just enough to see Liese run across the street, diving low to the ground, trying to swoop in and save the day. "LIESE!"

There was a deafening crash.

And a heart-wrenching scream.....

as he fell back into a blood-haunted dream.

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Problems

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So, normally *even though I'm far from normal* i would be posting on Poseur Fan Site, but i thought that this is one blog that has to be put on the original, good 'ole Poseur ♥.

These days in my youth group, a lot of people don't come to talk to/and about God, or learn more about him- they just come to socialize.

And I'd be a liar if i said i haven't been one of those people. But, my youth group is splitting up-

everyone is screwing up their lives;

giving in;

getting out;

taking away;

and it seems there are very few who now have a committed walk with Jesus....

Sneaking out, lust, moving, drugs, alcohol, sex, peer pressure..it's all stuff that can tear people apart- but the real thing i think that's causing our youth group "population" to dwindle?

us.

Many of us abide by the "well, I'm a teenager, and this is my time to try new things and have no regrets; live my life to the fullest!" and we shouldn't! We need to be living by how God wants us to live the life He gave us. And that doesn't include living like God didn't put a good head on your shoulders!

Another thing is, a lot of us are weak. Dead to humanity when it comes to peer pressure. We give in, in an instant. Trying to fit in, trying to look "cool", trying to act like someone we aren't. Being rebellious.

And i think it's time it stops.

I'm sick of trying to pick up the pieces, and being included in the negative assumptions people have after they've heard a few things about what a couple of people are doing! And i know I'm not the only one who feels this way-

seriously! How hard is it to JUST SAY NO. Think through the freaking consequences. That's why we have them! So we fear the punishment-and it stops us from doing things we'll regret.

Personally? I've given up on half of our group. I'm sick of them, I'm sick of being around them, and I'm sick of trying to show them the right way. Right now, I've gotten closer to God, I've stopped trying to fit in and just be myself...and if i get made fun of, who cares? Not me..not anymore. I'm now not afraid to stand up for myself, for my beliefs, for my God, for my family and friends, i am fearless to sin. And I'm happily radiating God's love for me and humanity, and helping my friends; one at a time.

This week's goal?

Think it through...

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