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Everyday, we're influenced from the media- from our peers- from everything around us. Well, though my identity may look like it changes from day to day; underneath it all, this blog shows i'm always, Aliella.. x♥x
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Obama is about to become (officially) President Barack Obama.
And i am utterly ecstatic!
History is about to be made- and i'm so happy to be able to witness it. Even if it is through tv.
Until later, this is all i have to say;
God be with our country...

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That, um, no boy thing?
yeah- nah.
it's not working for me. 
Then again, it's not like i have anyone to break that rule for right now.
How depressing.. 
Everywhere you go? couples.
School? couples.
Neighborhood? couples.
Restaurants? couples.
Church? couples.
And i could go on.
this sucks.
...............

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                                                        In/ Out
             Chilly weather/ Sunny settings
Absolutely NO school   /  Friday School Days 
    telling the truth      /  hiding the obvious
    friendly encounters / flirtatious conversing
         Blogging! ;]        / Old, "dear diary" 's 


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Oh my goodness! he's got to be my absolute favorite designer!
Marc Jacobs is just, i can't even describe him.
His works are of a true designer- and he deserves what he's gotten all these years for his hard work!
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i can't even say much more than that..
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I never realized exactly how amazing friends are.
Johnny, Jana, Josh, Julia (lol a lot of j's) Tandice, and so many more..
*and in no particular order*
But my life is so dependent on them.. and they truly make my world go 'round.
I talk to them tons- i go to school with them- i go to church with them-i'm related to some of them-but yet, i'm bonded to them in a totally different way; a way that takes our friendship beyond imagination. And without them all, i just wouldn't be the same person i am. 
i'd be boring, *more boring* shy, *more shy*, and have no friends!?! 
now that's a sad world...

.: this month's agenda?: make a new friend!- oh wait, i did!! :. 
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A great friend of mine said to me," Your shirt is glittery." and i replied with,"..um, yeah?"
He then attempted to rub glitter onto his palms from my sleeve.
He failed.
"It doesn't come off." He simply stated.
"i know.." i said back.
"Oh well, after all, Glitter is the herpes of all craft supplies." (he said nonchalantly)
I giggled, and giggled, and toppled over with laughter; in fact, my doing so- resulted in his chuckling too.
Breathlessly i shot back," that's soo true!"
And we laughed and pondered about this some more.

Glitter IS the herpes of all craft supplies.
It makes so (x infinity) much sense!
Once it's on you, it's almost impossible to get off!
And now i share this statement with you..
*courtesy of my friend*

Ponder my children, and keep pondering.. never let your ponderful mind's stop pondering!
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I was freaked, because of my whole having to send in my loverlee application for the contest at Interlochen. But i went to Juliea's =] and it was amazing. We ate wayyyyyy to much pizza & breadsticks. Played countless InkBall and Cake making games, and took lots and lots of pictures (= it was quite joyous.

 here's a picture from our adventures that night!

i love her!

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I feel like writing in HUGE letters. It makes me feel larger than life=]
Any who... 
It's snowing, so I'd thought I'd whip up a little poem for the occasion.

Snowing and blowing,
and whipping around,
there's white on our faces,
and mush around town.

The air is quite chilly,
and so i suppose,
you think I'm quite silly,
for not just writing a prose!

People are slipping, 
on ice oh so slick,
and jack frost is nipping,
so warmth please come quick!

i know, i should go pro.
Anyways- Good mood has come =] i love it.
i hate snow though, i wanted to go to youth group...
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You know what a really sad thought is? I don't want to go back to school. 
But not because of the "in" crowd of annoying people, or the killer homework, or boring classes.
I don't want to go back to school because of my friends and the fact that I'm happy.

Lately, at school, it's like everyday my friends have to argue about some little thing.. or get all moody with me just because they haven't had a good day. Or they just woke up like that. Therefore, they put a huge damper on my mood. 
I'll admit I've done it once or twice to them. But i cannot stand it.
I like to be happy, i like to have fun at school- but i can't when the people that have my backs? Are killer to my mood!
Anyways, just a thought.
By the way, Hailey, I don't start drama, i do avoid it.
But if you realize something... I started avoiding you guys and your drama? And what happened? You think somethings up with me. And what happens then? Drama has begun.
Sighs**
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p.s i made an awesome friend today.
Born in Ireland, and a writer. Plus.. he's a Christian. 
=] God times things perfectly.
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This Christmas, didn't feel like Christmas.. But it was nice to have family home for the holidays. And it was good to finally sleep.. A lot.  
 & New Year's Eve/day was even better! =]
My best friends close by made me realize 2009 really could be better than '08. Of course, an incident happened that almost made me change my mind. But no use living in the past. 
 This year is going to be my year. I'm going to make it. My What-ifs will hopefully turn into for sure things, and i've decided to put my heart into all i do. 
 I'm going to change.. or re-invent myself. I think i really need it. Time away from the usual crowd has done me good, and maybe it might stay that way. I'm going to be more confident in what i do. Starting with little things and working my way up. My writings will be taken to the next level, my designs put to the test, and my creativity set on full blast. I'm determined to make this the year that pushes me to the places i want to be. To put me on top of my game, to give me the shove i need for my dreams to become reality. 
 This year will be the year i do what i feel is needed, and start making my great escape. 
 After all, i was always taught that i can do anything i put my mind to...
trust me, i will.
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